*life of a simple guy*

Saturday, March 29, 2008

hmmm,these few days been kinda boring.however,i kinda thought of some things.i think im finally to be able to step out of his shadow already.i was in his shadow for so long that it kinda made mi became him and not myself.since young,i was always chasing after his shadow.but all the time,it just seems so hard to reach it or even be near it.he became a huge influence in my life gradually as we grow up.however as he become an influence,i was slowly going into his shadow without realizing it.
i was always being remembered as his small brother by people around him in the past.but now,these people are seeing mi as myself and no longer as his small brother anymore.i am so glad that its changed.i think everything started to change after i entered sim and not ntu.if i am to be studying in ntu,i guess i would still be recognized as his brother and being compared to him.
this would mean that i will still be in his shadow and chasing it also.
however by entering sim,i began to step out of the shadow and become the person that i am now.in the school,i wont be seen as someone's brother and this is quite a good feeling to have.even in our soccer team now,i am so glad that im being seen as zhixiang instead of the small boy in the team compared to the past.in some ways,it made mi grow up and not as restricted anymore.
i am 22 this year already,its time for mi to become myself and to stop chasing his shadow.i am very thankful that i have such a good influence in my life.
dont think anyone will be reading this either.

posted by stephontan at 10:35 PM

Saturday, March 22, 2008

finally have the time to update again.been really busy for the past 2 days.out from morning till night.
at least the 2 lectures given by chris alden is very useful for the upcoming exams.hopefully will be able to do well for it.
fri was another day of lecture,but ended earlier.n it was a day of unexpected meet ups with friends.haha.managed to see UMC people from ntu n the juniors from my jc at boulderactive.seeing them really brings back fun n good memories.n looking at the climbers on the walls do makes mi want to climb again but its never easy to start again after stopping for so many years.maybe will be heading down there again today to see if i'll meet anyone else anot.haha.

posted by stephontan at 12:01 PM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

After a long hiatus,i finally decided to start blogging again.so this blog is revived again.if im not wrong,its been more than half a year since i stopped blogging already.over the this half year,well im close to ending my 1st year of studies in university and managed to run a half marathon last year also.some how during this period of time,time really passed quite fast.made new friends in sch and its really good to have people u know around in school.
anyway i think i shall end this entry now.shall be updating more often from now on i guess.

posted by stephontan at 5:50 PM